seven. a patient wait. ;

Monday, July 31, 2006

~ 12:25:00 am ~

The most apt way to begin our 16 month celebrations, perhaps was to end my 5 week teaching assistantship. It had been a long and tedious 5 weeks for me... I could finally devote one full day to my dar dar... It was a great way to begin the day...

First, I picked dar dar from her place after she cleaned oreo's shit... =) My sweetheart went to get a missing coloured thread... We'll find out what she did with the thread later. She's so sweet I tell you... After that, we headed down to parkway to look for some stuff...

Hee... That was the first thing I got for her... Or rather, for us... I got 2 Rubik Cube keychains for the both of us... And I got a ball of twine too... Also, I will tell you what she did with it later... =) We ate our favourite dessert after that... RED RUBY!!!!! Though parkway din sell the best red ruby, we still enjoyed ourselves tremendously.

Moving back to my place, we ordered Canadian 2 for 1. We still kept to our 28th tradition... Eating pizza!!! We ordered Super Cheese and Beef Pepperoni. Well, my dar dar enjoyed the beef pepperoni a lot... I preferred the cheese one...

Anyway, prior to the arrival of the pizza, my dar dar took out all her coloured thread... She took out the ball of twine as well... And she started...

She kept weaving the threads... Weaved and weaved... Until I came out of the shower... I then showed her the powerpoint slides I created for her... the reflections of our 12th to 16th month... It consisted of photos we took within those few months... Hee... I felt it was slipshot... BUt my dar dar was so much more important than my students. So, if I put in so much effort in getting their goodbye gifts done, my sweetie pie deserves more...

We watched Disc 1 o

f PInk Panther together while eating our yummy pizza... We both buay tahaned... After the 1st disc, we both fell asleep. We woke up 2 hours later!!! Well, of course we finished off our pink panther... And guess what.. Dar dar finished her weaving!!! She made me a friendship band! She is such a sweetheart!!! I love you dar dar!!!

After eating the wanton mee my parents bought, we headed down to video ezy... Dar dar borrowed CSI Season 2. I got Fun with Dick and Jane and De-Lovely.

So that ended our 28th... This time, we extended our celbrations to the 29th and 30th too....

On Saturday, we both chicken rice and dessert home.. RED RUBY again!!! We really enjoy eating our favourite dessert...

The best thing that happened was us going for our evening run... We took a shrt walk from my place to East Coast Park. From there, we ran three rounds round the big pond where they have water sports there... I tell you... We really really enjoyed ourselves so much, we were reluctant to stop the run... After that, we took a romantic walk back and took a clean shower....

Next, we were off to Cold Storage to get some milk for me and tidbits for

my sweetheart.... We took a romantic slow drive along the ECP... Suddenly... Dar dar wanted to eat Mee Hoon Goreng and we took a detour to Simpang Bedok to get dar dar some yummy mee hoon goreng.

Today, I was given the green light by dar dar to play soccer with former servers... A sport that I haven't played for ages... Thank you dar dar!!! I was at Tampines with some friends as I waited for my dar dar... I bought her a book... A book that she had been eyeing... I finally met her at 5+... I then got her a CSI:Miami computer game... Hope my sweetie likes it... Our last stop before going home was to FOX. Dar dar bought a very very nice denim 3/4 pants... She really really liked it so much... And... The day was over...

Dear... I just want to say... 16 months has passed.. I love you... I love you much much more than how i did 16 months ago... I am willing to put everything to make sure you have love, care and concern... And of course... A best friend... All the times that we argued, are times when we both got to understand each other better... Dear... please safely put your life in my hands... Be with me... Never let me go...　And I promise you I won't... Happy 16th Month... I love you!

Friday, July 28, 2006

~ 12:18:00 am ~

Today, the 28th July 2006, is the day that we turn 16 months... Yes, we've been through thick and thin... However... no matter what came in front of us, we managed to handle... Never once did we feel a break was needed to get the relationship back on track...

Perhaps one great thing that kept us going and still is keeping us going is trust... We sometimes get angry with each other not because we cannot trust the other, but because we trust the other so much that we get hurt when we feel the other does not seem to reciprocate the trust.

One thing's for sure though.. I love you and that's about the only thing I know... YOu mean everything to me... Nothing less... Your love is all I need to sustain the entire day... Just a hug, just a kiss is what i really need from you daily...

I love you

twit*

Sunday, July 23, 2006

~ 12:06:00 am ~

"You are a liar!" Well, a line that dar dar uses on me at times... Of course sometimes I really deserve it... Not because I lied.. but because i did or said something stupid that made her feel that way... When you hear that, it feels like you just got a slap across your face. You somehow feel that she does not trust you at all... But if you think about it deeper, actually she trusts you so much that she's hurt that she feels that you did something against her.

Well, Im not here to say if Im right or wrong... Im here today because I think my dar dar deserves justice... She has been hurt deeply by me this week. Perhaps, to many people, what my dar dar got hurt about may sound trivial to them, but it is in NO WAY trivial to me at all... I love my darling...So if my darling is hurt, especially by me, then it is my fault for either hurting her or or allowing her to get hurt...

Though dar dar and i have been together for a year and 4 months, there are still things that I have to work on.. I know it... Of course, first and foremost, I must let her know my whereabouts so that she does not ned to worry about me... I still need to constantly tell her I care and I really love her... I must not say things that will make her feel unspecial or unimportant, especially when they are not real... I must let her know that in my life, she is the most important lady and person. I want to melt all the broken pieces of glass to make a smooth and perfect mirror just for her... Most important of all.. I must let her know... Im not a liar... I never lied, I am not lying and I will never...

Dear... my heart is with you... Yes, I know it can be very tiring being with me... But I really hope you can endure everything that is happening now and I can show you what I said is the truth... I want nothing more than to live in your heart, be with you as you go through every action everyday... To care and worry for you when you need me there... Not to take you for granted for any reason whatsoever... Regardless of whether Im sick or not... Thats not a good reason... Dear... Im slowly picking up... The mirror will slowly be fixed... And I promise you the mirror will be perfect...

Dear dear... I just want to say... I love you... with all my heart and in every little bit of my life... Please be open to me and help me dear.. mend this mirror with me... We do things best together...

Oh I miss you you know
How much you mean to me
Where are you now
I wanna be with you

Loving you always,

YOUR twit....
4ever

Saturday, July 22, 2006

~ 2:45:00 am ~

oh oh oh... for the longest time...
just thought that i should drop a post here. it's been quiet... so i'm here to liven things up!!!

yay! yay! whoopee!!

getting the feel of it?

now. that should be enough to last til the next post...

sayang, jointy... sayang... twit will return...

toodles!

*crash*boom*bang*
love, *twitess.

Friday, July 14, 2006

~ 12:25:00 am ~

Dear... There are times when I really reallly want to say something to you here, but my mind's blocked out... So...

Just let me say that I really love you to bits, big slabs, etc... etc... Really thank you for being here with me whenever i needed support, encouragement and love... If you weren't here for me earlier on when I was planning for tmrw, I think I would have burst under stress...

Just before I sleep tonight, I want to say this to you: Thank you... Thank you for always being my sweetheart, my energy, my happiness, my joy... Most of all... Thank you for being part of my life... I promise you that I will love you always...

Your's only,
Dar dar

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

~ 1:30:00 pm ~

A new table I have in the staff room... And it is so much better than having the former one... First and foremost, I can access the internet and update OUR blog. =) Second, it's brighter here... I mean, it's next to the window, so... ya... Lastly, and most importantly, it is because with a new layout, I can put my dar dar's photo in the way that I can see it whenever I do my work...

My dar dar has always been a very integral part of my career, in fact, she is THE Important person in my life, that never fails to support me in anything and everything I do. And everytime when I'm stressed in school, I just turn my head and see her photo, just like what i'm doing now, I can feel much much at ease... Dear, if you never knew, this is what keeps me going every morning when you are still in slumberland and I don't get your msgs... =)

Dear... You are everything to me.. Like you thinking of me, I think of you every minute of everyday... 24 hours... I'm a 7-11 to you dear... When you need someone, I will always be open for you to get your hugs, kisses, sayang, and most of all, love... This i promise you my dear dear... My love is with you... Always...

tWiT*

~ 2:16:00 am ~

time flies like the wind. fruit flies like bananas.

i like you.

egad! there's gonna be an outage at 4pm! i had better say something before my time is up.

i love my dar dar. he's the best darl alive!
and my dar dar wants make up on his face =P

on a more serious note...
you breath meaning into my life. and i thank the one up there for every moment i have with you.

sorry i lied. i don't think about you 23.5 hrs. i do it even in the shower.
wait. that's 23.8 hrs.

alright alright... i confess i do it even when i brush my teeth can.

now that adds up to every minute, every day.

twitess*

Sunday, July 09, 2006

~ 2:39:00 am ~

Whee!!! My darling is so great!!! She did something today that I doubt I will be able to do... She was a marvellous salesgirl... I mean, if departmental stores were like football clubs, I think dar dar will probably get a 10million dollar transfer from flea market to Metro or something like that... :D

Anyway... What she did today... She brought her clothes, together with Huilin and Agnes, they went to the Lime flea market to sell their old clothes and to showcase talent in salesgirling... My darling got $58 returns!!! I'm so so proud of her!!! If i were to do this flea market kind of thingy, I dun think I would even be able to reap a 10 buck profit... I swear I suck at this salesboy thingy... haha...

Of course I went down and gave my share of support to my sweetheart... Helped them pack up and drove them all back... My dar so poor thing!!! So tired after the day was over... She was so happy when she could go and shower at 110... She still wants to watch her favourite team in action in the 3rd placing match between Portugal and Germany... Not forgetting that she has to go for her class outing at Sentosa tmrw...

Hee... Yup, she got me along with her tmrw... And I know just what I will do... I mean, $58 can definitely pay for both our dinners... =) So dar dar... You know what to do later k? Mwack!!! Anyway... We havent uploaded any pictures for a while... Let's see what pics I can put...

There... Nice nice words for you dar... I love you!!! Forever!!! Hee.. Oh, my dear now is listening to my horrible singing... Well, Leonard and I recorded a few songs a few days back... And, the both of us together with Nigel actually recorded some 2 years back... And I can tell you, my voice was so horrible, that every zao sia was so funny... Hey, I admit, besides having goosebumps, I cannot stop laughing at myself, even after these 2,3 years...

Oh well dar... This is for you ya? Mwack!!! Hope you enjoy your music... I love you!!! My one and only...

Always yours...

tWiT*

Friday, July 07, 2006

~ 12:22:00 am ~

Being away from her for a day seems like eternity... Well, I got to admit, that everytime I'm not with my sweetie, i will always be very moody and the only thing that I can really focus on, is her... I sometimes even forget I hadn't eaten that day... I mean, all hunger is gone... Though I must admit that it may be a good way to shed those weight of me, but, I would rather have her here by my side and be fat...

The worst feeling is when there is a huge possibility of meeting her and both our hopes are so so high... Next moment... Something last minute crops up and one of you cannot be there, that feeling.... It is kinda erm... depressing feeling... Im sure dear dear feels like that too whenever she has to be cooped up at home, just waiting for my call to say, "Ok dear, Let's meet at__________"

No matter how last minute a situation may be, or how important (When it comes to work) something may be, there is one thing that we are very sure... Our love for each other will always bind us together, regardless where we are or what we are doing... Of course the feeling will be so much different if we were standing next to each other, holding the other in a warm embrace. It is much more than just feeling the love, but that is love in itself...

Dear, so.... Must hug me more and more and more and more!!!! Need you so badly here right now, with me... I love you...

tWiT*

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

~ 1:55:00 am ~

here i come to save the day!

haha... it's been a long time since i last posted.
lo and behold this priceless post by her twitess!
thanx for the lovely previous entry darling. why do i so feel like killing you now... you made me obliged to do this!

you twit.

i shall do this only on account of our love.
i think that's more than enough. heh heh...

yeah well... so on the topic of football.

one motto for players to live by.
if it moves, kick it. if it's not moving, kick it til it moves.
do it the s-league way man! woohoo! the epitome of patriotism right here on our blog!

sorry. too much digressing.

so anyway, i think i just increased the number of real madrid converts! but after careful thinking... beckham was prolly the one who did the job. ah. i'm jealous. the twit is just like that jap fanatic on the REAL movie we watched just now.

wait while i go change my hairstyle. the last time i checked, it was the fin.
thank goodness the mohawk's over. phewwee..

oh oh... pardon while i digress once again.

Viva La Portuguesa!

dar dar's gonna kill me when he see's those purple words... i know he secretly hates figo and gang for kicking beckham out. these days, he's being diplomatic about it. but i guess that's gonna be his last blow.
crossing my fingers that he's colourblind and cannot distinguish purple from black =X

back to action. oh! i know just what to say! dar dar didn't mention about his favourite club!
make a guess make a guess.

i'll make it easier for you...

EPL.
beckham.
7.
red.

yay you got it! man u!

our future club, if we ever set one up, is gonna be........ twits united!
england has its man u, we have our twit u! whee!

dar dar's fave is beckham.
my faves are figo and raul.
and what links them all together?

the number seven.
the number that will unite us.

twitess -go twitsunited!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

~ 11:17:00 pm ~

Hello!!! It's me again!!!!

Both dar dar and I have come to a clear consensus that our favourite soccer team is Real Madrid... Well, it had always been her's and it just became mine today!!! We figured that Real has a variety of skills... What do we mean by that? Well, you see, they comprise of different players from across the globe and they all have different styles of playing, which adds on to the colour of the team... (And what's more, David Beckham, Raul and Zidane are there!)

Oh no!!! I have run out of ideas for tonight!! Dear dear... Can add in more details??? Hee... I love yoU!!!!

Signing off...

tWiT*

Monday, July 03, 2006

~ 12:00:00 am ~

Well, I've always wondered how it would really feel like having the ONE you love waking up by your side, in your embrace every morning... I really love that feeling. Well, that is of course one reason why I cannot wait to get married to my beloved dar dar!!! I want to wake up everyday being next to her, being in her warm embrace... Sometimes I can even get up slightly earlier to make breakfast for her... Really cannot wait to live a blissful married life with you!!! I love you dear!!!

Well, of course with all these talk about getting married always brings to mind this question... Hmm... Which church can we hold our wedding in??? Well, the fact that both of us are Roman Catholics save us a whole lot of trouble- Cos we do not have to go down to every church to see if they allow non-Christian marriages... Well... Names of several churches have come up in our discussions so far...

Holy Trinity
Holy Family
St Theresa's
St Mary of the Angels
Cathedral of the Good Shepherd

Well, for me I wanted St Mary's cos the place has a very modern feel to it, all wood and the place is beautiful... The church's lighting makes the church look somewhat romantic... What's more, the church, having a big glass wall, enables the natural rays of the sun to shine into the church, creating an excellent atmosphere, sweet and cozy. To me, it's a very "feeling" place. In addition to that, there is this huge open space outside the main church called "The Piazza" where the lunch reception can be held.

For dar dar... A long aisle is extremely important. Having a traditional church feeling is what she always wanted... And... not forgetting the beautiful dome that St Theresa has... She was so fascinated with the dome.. She said it looked so romantic and nice... Well, I agree with her! And of course, the church looked immaculately white. St Theresa's has this beautiful traditional feel to it... However, it surely does not look as spacious as St Mary's. having only one long long aisle.

Well, we'll all find out as time goes by... Which church we will get married in... One thing's for sure though... Even though we still cannot say which church the both of us would want to receive our sacrament of holy matrimony in yet, there is one thing we can confidently say.... We surely want to marry each other...

tWiT*