
Thursday, June 29, 2006
~ 12:18:00 am ~
Having thise blog to update is cool... But sometimes, like now, when my mind is a blank, the fear of writing nonsense appears in my head. But here I am... Perhaps I can dedicate today's entry to my dar dar...
Well, for all those who know my dear, you'd probably tell me I'm really a lucky person to have her as my other half. For those who know me, you'd probably say the same. And now, right from the horse's mouth, I tell you... Not only do i feel lucky to be with her, I feel unworthy of her love at times. She's a very fantastic girl.
I will always remember the time that she gave me encouragement while I was doing my contract teaching in Fengshan. She kept on telling me that I could do it, I could get my ticket to NIE. However, me being Mr Pessimistic, always felt that I was not good enough... Yet, with all her support and love, I made it...
Even in NIE, she never failed to give me a pat on my back whenever I did something well, or encourage me when I felt low. One thing about her was, she never gave up on me. She always tells me that I can and I will cross over to take a degree. Well, of course with expectations as such from dar, it does sometime worry me, that I may not be able to live up to those expectations.
Nevertheless, she is the sweetest lover that anyone can ever have. She has made and bought me so many sweet stuff that my cabinet has one level entirely dedicated to all her little thingys. I call it my "shrine". Being Mr Emo, I may sometimes look at what she made for me and think of her till I shed a few tears. =( She burnt me two CDs.. One xmas one and another a cd just for my car... Really very nice!!! Appreciate it so much! And not forgetting the shirts that she carefully picked out and bought for me... My super favourite is still the black check one... She bought that for xmas...
Well, dear, I know you will come across this entry... I just want you to know... I know I let you down at times. But my love for you is true, my heart only belongs to you. I think of you every minute and every second of the day... I care alot about you, I really do... Nothing more do I want in my life than spending the rest of it with you... I love you!
Your Twit*